hm. imdepressed. but there is still sth for me to rejoice abt. keke.

she no longer sticks to me le. i'm so so so happy.
his msg make me smile. ^^
Adriano got in.

but then. i'm still quite down..

-yc's troubled over the art stream.she is so afraid that she can't get in. but it is not so bad for me? i'm still abit unsure. haiz.
-i'm home alone. bro also go m'sia shop.
-i got into the she ying dui. before the notice, i was wondering.. since i have applied, wouldn't it be adnormal that i hope i will not be picked up? am i happy and sad at the same time? can i use that as my CCA?
-he got better score than me.
-his lousy results. althou it might not be my fault.

I'm into tarots again. but there is no feel when i look at my cards. why...?

I have a few ideas but i forgot to tell you.

I'm going to change my webbie's layout again! and my wishlist too.

I'm going to go to sports school to take photos of the milo asia championship. There is so many unique chances outside for me. I'm going to make alot of new friends. It'll be best if i can handle SYD and sch's Cca at the same time. but i dont think so. And SYD crashes with my jap class..T_T

All of a Sudden, I realise that it seems like there is no beacon to lead me on in the future and I can only sense darkness. I don't know what will happen in Jc life. .

I'm afraid of
forgetting and then drifting apart from each other
now.
But, i CaN't stop it no matter how hard i try. there will always be a bit gap in btwn. I don't want it to be widen...

I'm Lame. [Fringe and ions.] lolz.

I'm searching for A christain nameeeeee... heh heh..