Date : Monday, June 19, 2006
Time : 10:02 PM

hmm. just recovered frm starvation. now got energy le. ^^ i onli ate some snack in the day time.. was feelin a bit dizzy in the evening.. haha. hm. cannot blame la.. all alone at home for the whole day i'm just too lazy to get out to get some food. actually wanted to go tamp to get sth.. ya. in the end nv.

i loved to be at home alone.. no one will interrupt me. heehee. but everytime when i'm home alone, i will study study study den clean my room. lolx. so weird. but tml wont clean le ba.. nth for me to clean liao. heh heh. oh ya. just now while eatin my yu pian mi fen and drinkin my ice milo, i tot i heard the broadcast of the soccer match.. (i was inside the food court and outside got tv.) den i turn.. one ang moh sitting few seats near me. so dotz. like tat time val heard news report in bk. LOLx.

one thing abt home alone for me is that i will get hou yi zheng.. obviously i will be quite lonely but i will continue to feel calm at the same time.. thinking lotsa things.. dont see me sit there eat dinner alone vy boring, i was self-entertaining myself in my brain.. not vy concentration on eating but i got taste the food la of cuz. duh. this is A.k.a. multi-task. :)

i guess the time being alone will be my 'magic hour' where i get lotsa ideas and thoughts for lotsa things. haha. before dinner, i was doing a quiz which asked me a Q: who inspire me? my ans is: friends. realli. cuz usually i dont need to use my creative juice on hw.. u dont expect me to be creative in maths ba? lolx. so i will use them on my friends... so since is for them, they are proudly to be my inspiration! lol. each idea is specially designed for them! ;pPp

i think i'm over bored le.. i tell my blog these zi ma xiao shi. hehehe. oh ya. impt thing i must tell my bloggie: i have found a way to be happy or at least not feeling down le.. so happy for finding the solution and quite happy for not being not happy. LOL. if u understand wad i'm saying.. my solution is to listen to fast tempo song.. just now was listening to stef's first day.. the tempo is just rite and yin yang balanced. i think when my heart pump a bit faster i will get high and forget those stuffs.

你说活在明天活在期待
不如活得今天很自在
我说我懂了会不会太快
未来第一天要展开

i think i'm quite crappy sia. wait. i haven finish wad i wan to say.. haha. dou shou i'm crappy le.

我也有一个恶魔在我身边。
可惜不是我的帅哥贺俊翔
而是soh-wei-xian。哈哈哈!
人们,千万千万不要问她意见。
对你没好处!lolx.
因为她的专长就是破坏。

我记得Sweety的一首歌:17 岁不温柔
不是很明白为何是如此。
我想应该是17岁了就要学会捍卫自己
所以变得不温柔了
但对我而言,我要改歌名。
改成17岁很懒惰!
因为勤劳了10年,有点累了。
taihen desu ne!
我也要改成17岁不快乐!
要面对自己和他人的要求
要面对未知的未来
要面对日后的陌生社会
要面对周围的竞争
要面对我不想面对的现实

我记得……
mich k. 的笑声。她很容易被逗得哈哈大笑,前俯后仰。
我也容易被逗笑。我的笑有很多种。可是我的笑的特征就是有momentum。我笑停了不久后又会要笑。笑了停,停了又笑。
valval的笑是会upgrade和downgrade的。很难解释。你自己去问她吧。哈哈哈哈。
丽璇的笑是很特别的。因为她专门笑不好笑的。哈哈哈哈!!
亦专的笑不会很大声。不过她笑过后,她就会板着脸。哈哈!
裕宁的笑很小声。
WanYu的笑多数都是微微一笑的那种。
敏琦的笑比较像是偷偷笑的那种。
雪芳的笑是渐弱的。她哈哈几声就没声音了但还是处于笑的状态。
Chin ghee的笑是嘻嘻笑的那种。

回忆起朋友们的笑声或笑‘法’很有趣吧?
有空的话,你也可以去想想看。^^