today mk come dye hair.. orange colour de.. i oso wan. haha. den we just anyhow chat lor.. chat until she say dunno wad but sth like tis: "that time u and benjamin stead...." hearing tis i was like cant stop laffing.. hm. i must clarify tat we WERE NOT together. wad nicholas tot is just a misunderstanding.. no wonder he 'hated' me so much. haha. i doubt i can clear the misunderstanding. he wont know i posted here.

den she oso say.. after ren shi me for so long, i am still like keepin mum over those 'private things' and all my frenz dont actually know me that much. hmm.. wad can i say? i dont really understand my feelings too much.. so how do i tell other ppl when i'm not sure? rite? some more i'm NOt trained to tell frenz these things. well, unless u ask me if not i see no need to say anything. haha.. so ppl, dont think too much like i'm not. haha.

i cant imagine if she will one day confront it with u face to face. if i were u, i'll be loss for words. i dont know abt you but perhaps he will stand up for u. if he doesn't protect u, who will?

hmm. so sad. haven eat dinner. not gg to eat le i guess. going on a hunger strike for eating too much recently. hahaha. no la, part of the resason is also cuz i bz doing the present and is not done yet. vy sianx leh. i think i'm gonna to have phobia in doing presents le.. so tedious. some more if i do one, i'll feel like doing for the rest. fair mah like tat.. see. i sho gd. lolx.

ant asked me. nooooooo. i dont wan to be in 'the family'. it will be so drama.... yea. i dont like and i'm scare. scare of wad? i dunno. i'm just being overwhelmed by the feeling.

val........ dont over slp again.......... lunch tmll........ see u tml.