heh. from day to day i've been delaying the time to blog.. too tired, no recess, lazy... watever ans that might be.

i wanted to say the my-whole-fish dinner time story...

i wanted to say the difference btwn mr. X and mr. Y...

i wanted to say my class has been gossiping recently... haha.

i wanted to post nice lyrics.

i went to jolin's autograph session on thurs.

hmm. ytd was a vy vy bz day.. i skipped two meals and only had bread for dinner. kind of self- torturing.. there was consultations from tchers in sch during free periods. i went to the bank. i went for pw. i went for tuition. i went to the zpop concert. yay! i gt the free tix which worth of 128 bucks.. ^^ first one is liang jing ru followed by jeff chang and harlem and lastly, jolin! the first three sang quite alot of their cheng ming qu. jolin of cuz had sang her new songs.. the whole concert is vy nice.. jeff sings live is superb cuz his voice is special frm guys la and he can sing the high pitch parts but not ci4 er3. fish wore di1 xiong1 dress. jolin in her costume as usual. she sang my fav song: xin xing quan. her dance is so HOT!

she vy gd to the side that we were seated.. she kept on coming to our side cuz our screams were so attracting.. haha. i'm happy. hope that my fren will send me some photo.. i've taken down a video when she danced singing mr Q. she is vy SWEET when speaking to the audience. however, i just have the feeling that she is so distant frm us.. like she is more superior... hmm. i'm not saying that we are inferior la.. but she just gave me this feeling.. well, jay doesnt give me this type of feeling at least. i think the feeling came abt when she doesn't smile, she looks so serious and kinda fierce(vy dao).

den.. she doesnt have live band playing her songs.. i dunno y leh.. and when she sings while dancing, there is no sign of her being out of breath.. it looks she nv sing live hor? haha. but i think she is just being professional k? some more it is impossible to play cd cuz like that the rest of the 3 wld have noe it. it will smear her reputation.. ah welll.. anyway towards the end of the concert my pills start to lose its effect and i start to feel cold.. i shivered according to the beat of the bass. hahaha...

this is the first time tat i dont feel sick when i'm sicked. i think it is becuz i'm too excited to see her le.. hahaha. or i choose not to feel sick? i realised that after a period of time, pills will lose its effect and i have to take it again. is it not curing me or am i vy sick? i dunno. hm. back to ytd night. the concert actually finish at 10 bt got encore.. 4 songs wor. that's when i film her dance. in the end abt 11 den finish cuz there is prize presentation for the sponsors. u noe s'pore indoor stadium is so inaccessible rite? i lazy to walk to mrt station and also thought tt by the time i reach, there will be no more train.. so i took 10 planning to change bus at tamp interchange. i changed plan half way thru and tried to take 12. i waited for quite long before the bus came.. was so afraid that there was alrdy no bus le and i will be stuck at the siglap 7-11. haha. while waiting there was a grp of guys a bit drunk at the bus stop. luckily they nv fight or wad. haha..

to jinqi if u will ever read tis post. had i not noe abt the route of bus12 so well.. i will not be able to go home ytd. hahaha. =P bie xiao kan wo.

i went for the parent and tcher session with my mum just now. i noe i'll be embarrassed by some of the things she will say so i was mentally prepared and not gg to care abt wad she's gg to say. haha. she blurp out some of things lor. not any sort of secret la but.. ya. so due to my mental preparation i didn't have much reaction towards it. i always believe that mental preparation beforehand is impt. i learnt the way of how to ask tcher Qs.. frm bibi. jerene said that i've to give up watever is possible to be given up. haix. i'm already skippin tv and just use com for awhile onli. now i need to give up one of the tuition.. she says weekends are the time to study. but it is meant for me to get out of my room and sch... =( haix. wat else can i give up?...

everyone is so bz. i'm not any less busy than her.

i need to go ikea soon. : j

我以为你不独立但可以捍卫自己。
但我错了。
你们是一样的。
我心疼你被人家欺负。
我自责。不过还好现在都没事了。
我不想你工作得太累。
我只想逗你笑。
我也想一有空就陪你。

positive attitude changes everything positively.

温温的。