the sch com load for a damn long time before i get to this page..

here i am again during recess time. i think i'm just gonna drink milo every morn before i go sch and skip every recess.. haha. it's gonna save me lotsa money. and blog during the recess.. hm. at this pt of time i'll usually blog abt wad happen ytd?

today is thurs.. so ytd is wed lor. ytd no cca... earli dismissal. late assembly. quite a nice day. hm. well, i'm a good gal.. i spend the day doing the chinese assign which is my hols hw. lolx. how guai1 of me sia.. lolx. that time i told my cousin that i haven finish my hols hw. she was like wow-ok that type of look. haha. shocked by me i guess.. den at night.. still online doing it. haha. i read the articles until scare. the words are like so small.. cheena some more (it means i need to take a longer time to read). but i finished it. had some sense of satisfaction but still feel that it is not enough. ha. this is me, always aim for perfection. recently, nth seems to be perfect to me. everything has its scar. so sad.

wad about this morning? i got back gsc paper. sub-pass. i got back maths' result. sub-pass. wa kao. y cant i just pass it? i am just so near it. for math, more than 3/4 of the period is just scolding.. cuz the class realli did badly. onli 3 passes. yaqi scored 37. not vy high as compared to other classes but at least she tops the class. i scored 30 which is 2 marks away frm pass.. haix. hope that tml can get some marks.. just 2 only!!! oh ya. one freaky thing is this morning i was waken up by my nightmare. i dreamt that yeechuan scored 50 for maths and i score 30. well, i realli scored 30 isn't it? freaky huh? haha.

hmm. this morn in gsc class, my other classmate was like discussing abt maths results. she cant believe the small number of people in her class who pass the exam. den yeechuan turned to me and say that we are so used to it back then in the days in temasek. lol. i agreed although i dont really rmb those incidents anymore. haha. but now, i realli know cuz my class is not doing well.. y the classes that i go always have tis kind of prob? wakarimasen! it must be fated. haha.

my maths tcher said things and reality that i did not wish to face. she mentioned abt end-of-yr-exam. she said if many of us gt retained and that different classes combine together, the timetable we'll get is like shit cuz there will be alot of breaks in btwn. for ur information, i'm the sort who dont like to stay in sch for any moment longer. maybe no in tms. but yes for mjc. she said that even if u promote to j2 with the just-ok-result like one h2 pass and the rest sub-pass, in 9 mths time u're gonna to take A-lvl. omg. this really hit me. the whole thing will just be another nightmare. also, like what she said, how many miracles can u create within that period of time? llastly, she told us that poly students now do enter uni. this reminds me of huei. haha. somehow. dunno y. i'm sure sshe'll be able to get into smu. wat abt me? ha. i dunno. i really feel that jc sux. maybe i've chosen the wrong route? bt i'm nt gg to u-turn or change.

strive for the best. strive till the end!

ah. and now the geog stupid irritating book seller tell me i can go collect my bk onli now when exam is over. and the thing is i forgt to bring money. omg................. haix. sianx.

i'll get back to u tml! haha.