erhhh. this morning went back to sch for gp test.. saw siok huey and grp in canteen. whenever i see them, i'm happy. i dunno y. maybe cuz we shared nice memories. haha.

after tat i met yn to borrow geog text. she's so niceeeee! =) thanks.

since i'm alrdy at bedok i might as well go collect my. oh no, not mine. is SOMEONE's MP4. (i finally get mine back le. it with scratches and watever it is. but it is alright la. i expected it. lolx.)took the stupid long bus trip. it was super slow la. traffic jam and so.. i was bitten by A mosquito in the office. how dotx. then we went back to bedok again.

i realised i dont like to play pool. too boring for me to concentrate. no satisfaction at all cuz i always lose. LOL. i dont wan to play again le~~~ :
today i zi tao sian all the way until now when i'm typing these. i feel worse than dying. at least when u're dying, u will treasure ur last moment. but right now i'm wasting all my time like tat. it is like telling Time to past away like nobody's business.

i feel like going into MIA again. retreat into my own limited space to sort out myself and to cure my depression. i'm real tired too. hmm. well, i decide that i shall go into mia le. dont bother abt me till christmas. meanwhile, i'll be working and of cuz, it will be after my exam. for msn, i'll continue to appear offline.. seeing ppl on and offline. i online oso have nobody to talk to. actually the last person i'll talk to in msn will most probably be val. she took a damn long time to reply. as for this blog.. maybe i'll close it down. see how ba. :

i'm glad that u've someTWO to entertain u for the rest of the yr. haha. good for u. and of cuz, for me. lolx.

如果每个人都有第一次，
你是第一个让我那么失望的人。
其实，现在也没有什么了啦。
因为我已经放弃了。
因为我已经忘记了。
因为我已经不管了。