i dunno y i wld close a blog for every 100 posts. anywayz i closed it but for anyone who is determined to find the blog shldnt have any probs cuz i'm nt changing the layout and all.. except the url.

today stress sia!

finally got my jay's album. soon after it came. luckily i nv reorder frm sembawang. they had a delayed. dewa.. i was no longer like the past when i wld be so happy. haix. stress overcomes everything. not leaving a slight trace of happiness for me. =((( well.. there are a few songs of the same kind. there are songs of the past genre but there's new ones too.. a few like oldies. deng li jun tat type of oldies.. the songs just gave me the feeling la.. dont have fast sweet love songs.. :( so not used to it. haha. overall.. still ok la. need more time i believe. haha..

today's the first day tat i'm 'living' on my own.. i didnt realli wan it tis way.. just that.. no choice ba. i mean like stress makes me complain to her alot and she cant help it when i'm so stress. so the whole complain session will make me look like i'm wincing non-stop. i dont like it. so.. i had to do it this way. hmm. i cant imagine coping all the sad and happy things without them. but i guess i just got to learn how to..

放我走三个月。回来的时候我会更 你。

i said that i will onli be back at christmas. but i kinda regretted it. seriously. i rmbed that time.. i think is ny. how me and mich kana chucked by at side. can the both of them spare me from the choose-btwn-fren-and-bf-thingy?! i realli cant stand it.. they are the only two frens who always give me this kind of prob. watz with it? yea.. watz with it..

i flipped my this little bk where i write my ideas, wishes and so.. i saw that one of my wishes was to always be good frenz with val and huei. signz.