hm. abit tired now. feel like slping now but i have my project work to be done. i think today's having a late night again.. sian. down here writing that i need to chiong my pw. my grp member says he dont care. going to slp le. wtf. haix. but oso cant blame him la. my grp leader nv scan the feedback. how i wish i can slp too.. but like tat sure canot make it de lor.. :(

everything is so sian now.

i checked my inbox just now and saw an email that i've received before. it says "i dont love you for who you are but what i am when i am with you". to a certain extent it is true la.. but somehow i dont feel that way. maybe cuz it is not love it is friendship. i get really sicked of myself when i'm with that person and that person. actually is almost all the ppl. but they make me feel sian the most. i'm always doing all the talking.. today i met her again. same thing happened. i'm really tired with it. i told her i had been talking all along but my tone is not an obvious hint abt how sian i am. tat's y i wanted to go MIA recently.. she replied real so slow in msn, some shoppin was done aimlessly with her and it is ALWAYS ME doing all the talking.

although i missed her badly when not seeing her, i think meetin her onli once in a while is rather good because i shldnt depend on her too much and i will not always feel 'sianx'. so i took her ring. lol. it fits perfectly into my last finger. the ring is realli in bad condition but somehow i like it. i feel good upon seeing it and it seems like she is just beside me. :)

the ring is in a real bad condition but my love is unconditioned for u.


hmm. i'm glad tat he enjoyed his bd. i tot it will be boring for him.. i wanted to add a testi for him on that day but.. haix. i've forgotten? i'm sooooo insincere.