dem pek chey now. feel like slaming anything. STAY AWAY FROM ME. it is no wonder that i can be destructive at times. i had kept all the anger within me and it is just too much for me. they are overflowing.

it was voluntary initially and it becomes involuntary now. u try to experience that and u'll be scolding @!@#@$#@%. it is too much le. u may say tat it is ok for ur left hand to be in pain since u're a right hander. so u mean that my left hand is not my hand?

ya. so today 2.30-6 and 6-8. a total of 5.5hrs of practice. it is abt the same amount of time that i have lessons in sch on average. den tml leh? 9-4 and still got to stay back AT LEAST one hour. WTF. F off la. monday still got to miss a day's lessons and continue to practice until 7. u all no life, u all dont mind missing lesson are all your prob's k. there's no need to drag other ppl down also. den u all will say, just bear with two weeks den it will be over. bullshit la k. u started late and u still aimed for gold. and u dem suay behind vj. so wad u expect? expect ppl to slog worse then being in hell and also hope that miracle will happen?

also, 2 wks is half a mth and now is alrdy the end of april and As starting at mid oct. anyone stupid can also count la. just dont let me slam my zr on the floor can le. actually i think i can still quit now, it is nv too late esp for such unreasonable demand.

ya lor. so i also no need to study and fail maths test and econ test next week. skip my econ timed-assessment and all my hw. just blame it to co. no tcher will come after me cuz it is an official reason. ok lor. i shall OBEY it.





your insincere confession will nv work for her.

your maths is poor and u expect her to offer tuition which fits exactly into ur schedule? you dont even placed it as the top priority so why shld she care? you're not even sincere in asking her to help you. might as well dont ask.

you placed everyone behind him and u expect other ppl to place u as the top in the list? just dream on. continue to dream ba. again, it is u urself who cause it to happen. also, dont always say how much u've grown up and stuffs like tat. i nv really see how it happens. not a bit.

-pissed off-