today is a tiring day... nv really had meals at the normal time. lunch is 230. dinner is 11. lolx.

earli in the morn i alrdy sian 1/2 liao cuz of the econs essay. damn.

today only got 4 periods. very short right? but i reach home at 11... lolx.

wondering where i've been to? straight after maths, it is biz club meeting.. it seems like.. we just cant get enough and suitable ideas for logo, slogan and my card! i think i'm finding trouble for myself lor. go and make one tat i dont really like and difficult to change. i think the slogan can just be "go eat shit" la. oopx. =x lolx. jk la. but the whole thing is really really very difficult. if u want uniformity, u need more money cuz colour printing is ex. if u do away with the uniformity, you dont look pro enough and ppl cant relate easily.. how? wad? even want to print on brown coloured paper is difficult. sickening. i think maybe becuz i always play with design so i'm rather particular abt it.

another thing is.. yea, indeed, i feel like backing out co. but i'm a gal of my words.. cant break any promise u see.. bt right now is really dunno wad to do.. just cant put all my efforts in it. it is really sth like xin you yu er li bu zu kind of thing.. when i'm in co, i worry abt my work. but even if i'm not in co, i'm also worrying abt my work or biz club matters.

so after meeting, it is co. it cld have been a peaceful and fruitful(i think la) practice if there wasnt mjc's soccer match. they were cheering with drums.. and we're practicing just beside them. can u imagine? got quite sian abt it.. here we are lacking time and with someone that cant bring us to greater heights and there they are making it worse. ha. dont try to imagine any further.. actually, i cant be bothered abt the 'death' verdict he had given us. cuz' i believe we can actually make it.. but.. it seems like... haix. watever.
due to the noisy environment, we finish co earlier.

den me and yu ping went to co handover! at melville(izzit spelled tis way?) park. vy fun lor.. yee ning and xue fang went too.. got vy nice chicken wings and chicken chop.. zheng lao shi and mao mao were there too!! haha.. i complained like nobody's business lor... hahahaha.. zheng lao shi says even if he is shen xian, he also cant help us within tis few weeks. haha. and mao mao says he's going to see our competition. i'm happy! even if we din get gd results. hahaha..

and we took lotsa photos with ke cheng's cam.. i must remind him until he sends me all the photo.. hahaha. hmm. during and after the handover, i really feel that i shld stay back in the past and stay away frm the future.. joinin mj's co is cuz i wanna re-live in the past.. and also i think i wont have any more chances to even touch ZR in the future anymore.. anywayz, during june, tmsco's having a charity concert.. and during dec, they're going m'sia for five days to have concerts! i'm going for sure!!! A's will be over by then.. yay! i'm happy. haha.

this is the reason y i reached home so late and have nt slp yet. anywayz, just wanna change wad i've said. co finishes at 4 on sats.. not 6. haha. everytime say wrongly..

btw, someone asked me y i prefer to type in blog and not in word documents. tis is because i got lotsa things to tell many ppl and sometimes i also wanna tell them how unhappy i am, so i prefer to let them see wad i write.. and i also wanna share my tots and feelings but i cant possibly find someone to speak to for everyday wad..

oh ya, i wanna say sth tt i'm quite proud of. haha... i've got 3 younger sis, one elder sis, one elder bro and two cousins now.. there are 7 of them altogether sia.. hahaha. we're not blood-related one.. bt so cool right can find so many 'blood-related kins' lolx....