i suddenly realise that i had updated my blog not long ago.

it seems like you dont like me to update my blog so often. why? i dunno. maybe to you it is a waste of time. but i rather trouble my blog then to trouble you by telling u all the things.

rite. it is sunday again! while i was giving tuition just now, i'm really slpy and was very tempted to sleep while she was doing her work. lolx. wad a tuition tcher u wld say. however, i nv do such thing la. i'm so jing ye can. so after enduring the temptation, i became not slpy liao. haha. And guess what? when i asked her if there is any test, she told me tml is her mid-yr maths exam. DOTX.

我不是存心要伤害你。
出于无奈，逼不得已。
你能了解吗？
我知道你放不开，但是还是要学习着放开。
我以为我可以当一切事都没发生过，
可是我不能。
看见你，我还是会想要逃、想要躲。
你知道吗？
对我来说那是一种负担、一种不耐烦。
我觉得你的感觉不会长久。
你的感觉是我的不小心造成的。
你不知道这一切，但时间会告诉你。
对不起。

haix. the desperates.

hm. i think some ppl are waiting to see me fail. unfortunately, i cant fulfill their dreams.

3 days' of practice left to syf. that's really good actually. but currently there are still some problems which cant be solved. some are actually quite stupid because they are caused by the lack of co-operation. i'm getting worried about it.

you're looking for something you can't find. but if u get it, you'll lose your mind!