so if it is not 29, then when is it? ah. watever. i do not wish too know too much of it anyway. you're quite funny actually. for the last min, you would say that your happiness will depend on me, for the next min you will say you better think properly and not sign contract that you'll regret. haha. it is quite weird.. but i know what you were thinking about. you're vy vy keen to see me working there. but, at the same time, you would not want to pressurize me into going there to work just because of your comment. am i right? anywayz, this is one of the times when you will not see what i want to tell you as i did not tell you to read. but maybe you should be honoured to get the first paragraph. hehe.

我感觉得到你不想说出那句话的语气。
语气里带有一点害怕。
说真的，我开始有一点讨厌你的态度。
永远就只是那句话“幸运或不幸运”。
从来都不认真也不知道自己想要什么。
如果别人说她得过且过，那你又算是什么？
自甘堕落？
你不厌倦，我都嫌烦。
能不能从此以后，对于你的事，我都不闻不问？
我前一阵子其实已经尝试过了。
可最近好像又犯上同样的老毛病。
或许你不知道自己想要些什么，我能谅解。
因为我现在也像个浮萍。
但是，连你不想要的你都不会努力拒绝。
算了，我现在感到很辛苦。不讲了。





i feel like telling you the first paragraph i typed.