although i've stopped working, i still live like there is no tomorrow. isn't this terrible and unhealthy? eeyore says this is normal. i think this is known as 'no choice'. somehow, my schedule is all packed. but i've not pack my bag for tomorrow. i won't be at home for several days.

anyway, i actually thought i would have stayed at home today. in the end, i went to orchard soon after i woke up. i was in the DFS's Burberry shop for more than 45 minutes i guess. it is all because of eeyore. she can't make up her mind on which handbag she wants. in the end, she settled for the one which was bought initially. after which, we went city hall for lunch and i went to funan to retrieve namecards. it has been quite some time (1 month) since i ordered them.

hm. actually, i only want to type some eerie words that came to me this morning when i woke up. here it goes:

死了
我进入我的房间后发现我已经死了。
原来，现在的我只是我的灵魂。
看着我的身躯，我应该触摸不到它。
殊不知，身躯却突然往上浮。
原来我的身躯不是以肉及血组成。
我的心只是个空洞，里面存在着没有温度的空气。
我的脑只有阴影，没有重量的阴影。
我的身躯由于得了忧郁症不吃不喝，已经开始退化。
我牵起我的手，我与我自己做朋友。
我带着我自己到巴黎铁塔去看日出、看夜景。
我带着我自己走完万里长城。
我带着我自己到埃及的金字塔与木乃伊做朋友。
我带着我自己慢慢走……

Not sure why such paragraph will occur in my mind.. but it just did.






越看越难过。阴影永远跟随。