heh. I must blog today although I'm quite shag now. I MUST blog.

I thought that I should feel high, happy or even drunk after clubbing yesterday. But i don't feel any of it. I went to phuture which is beside Zouk and both are connected. Zouk plays trance music which is REALLY BORING. Phuture plays more of RnB and POP which is nice. But the DJ simply chops up every song. You can only hear the chorus for once and that's it. When you are starting to enjoy, it ends the next minute. =/ The reason for this is because he wants to put in as many songs as possible. But what is the point when people don't enjoy it? There is something we must know - it is awful to have a dish with every and all the ingredients you like. There is no focus and not all things blend into each other. And the in-betweens of the each songs are not exciting at all, as in there is no gao1 chao2. Lastly, the bass system doesn't suck simply because they DON'T have bass. I can't imagine this seriously. Even my desk top has a cheap 5.1 sound system.

I felt glad. The opposite of me (LCY) went with me yesterday. Caiyun was too young. Hence, I never asked her. I remembered someone was suppose to ask Michelle along and I expected that the person will forget. But i never bother to ask Mich myself then as I don't want to find more work (to entertain her) or maybe take care of her. Minsi didn't want to go yesterday. She only goes on Wed and get drunk almost each time i guess. I can't believe this. I won't and dare not be drunk. Other than the danger of it, there is still another reason which I may say later in this post. Read on. =) He paid, was such a gentleman towards us and protected me from any 'groping'. He also entertained me. Haha. I seriously felt very bad. He was suppose to enjoy too. Instead, he need to 'babysit' me and spend. But he disturbed me through out the whole night because I think he thought i CMI or very sian or something. That is kinda irritating. But is very normal as he did that out of concern. The reason why I am or I say i'm sleepy or look sian is because I was merely conserving my energy. I'm not like them who don't sleep at those hours so what do you expect from me?

I felt relieved. Finally, someone understand what is happening to me. This is especially good because i feel that he should know all these. Firstly, he accuse me of being a lesbian. I deny this totally. I think I like males too but i can't confirm with you that i'm not bisexual. LOL. 'My wife' has been seducing me and she managed to seduced another girl yesterday. She got one more girlfriend now. LOL. Secondly, he finally knows that it is not because i have high expectations and hence, no bf up till now. Also, it is impossible to be match made by her. Thirdly, he feels that i should be the same as 'my wife'. But he realise i am who i am and she is who she is. We are totally and extremely different. We get together because unlike poles attract. We do complement each other for most of the times. If i never remember wrongly, he agreed that I should remain as who i am. ha.. Fourthly, he now understands why i don't really need to be worried (bothered) with what she does in the club. He was very worried for her through out the night until i think towards the end of the clubbing when he finally ling3 wu3 and admires her for this. haha. Lastly, he saw me trying very hard to live around my friends. He said she might know this. So, what then?

It was damn funny when we were about to go back. We went to the coffee shop and they had prata and drinks. Here came the fcking irritating and thick-skinned rabbit. He pestered her for very long. I can't even beared to watch him so i faced cy. It was very very obvious that she doesn't want to entertain him and yet, he just ignored or didn't understand it. I almost threw a cup and the ice at him. He was trying too hard and this entertained cy a lot. I'm glad cuz' at least he viewed something funny. We didn't lend a helping hand cuz we simply know that our lies won't work. 'My wife' even had to lied to him that she french kiss with another girl just now. (I was a little bit angry. OOPS. =x die!!! lolx.) But it didn't work. Anyway, through out the whole incident, i laughed superficially. It is really funny but i feel very gao weik. Therefore, i never actually laugh wholeheartedly. lolx.

Anyway, fortunately, I predicted that both of them can click and indeed, they are sociable. They can even talk more and about things that i don't know. =) It is the first time that i do not need to talk so much to find common topics for new friends. Good for me.

After escaping from the midnight charge, i reached home at 7am and i went to the national day preview at 4. The fireworks are nice and the sound and light system is much more better than phuture. Let's be fair. I would say that at least there is bass system at the preview. LOL. The performances are pretty good too.



Haiz. I don't know why Cle have to be so chiong and hiong in a BBall competition. He risked breaking his rib cage bones due to the impact he had when he was pushed by the opponent and hit the lamp post beside the court. I hope that he'll be really fine. That is fatal. He wants a nice ending. I wouldn't do that. I have the anything-attitude. haha. The difference between us.

I'm very tired to continue. May continue tomorrow.