i spent last weekend packing my room. i always got emo when i pack my room. i guess it is because i have to look through all the old things and then throw away (recycle) some that are useless or reuse the papers. i also must 'thank' my computer's winamp which played slow, sad soothing songs through out the whole night. not even one fast-beat song.

i also typed one report for 2 hour but did little or to be more specific, no homework. lolx. i don't really remember what homework do i have. i just can't really be bothered with the maths foundation homework which i've seen since sec 3. =.= for the more advance ones, i think there are only 4 or 5. NO KICK. never do. LOL. will do la. i will do it on tuesday night so that i can correct the teacher. hahahaha... not saying i'm better than the teacher k.. it is just that he always makes careless mistake.

maths lessons have reminded me of the past. for the past few lessons, i felt as if i'm elaine. the rest of the people around me are yi chens. haha. the differences are that this elaine(me) is impatient, proud when she's not confident, proud when she got nothing to be proud of and those yi chens are not like yi chen who will pester elaine to check her answer for careless mistakes. haha.

those yi chens cursed and swore after lessons. the teacher is fast and will side track back to the formulas without telling the students and hence, they became yi chenss. LOL. from surds, indices to differentiation, i think it'll take at least 3 months for students to master them? i told those yi chens 6 months that day because i miscalulated and just blurt out accidentally. gei kiang. hahaha. but it is also good, it can comfort them for a little at least.

ah. talking about elaine, i always want to type this out. we planned to go m'sia end of the year. i wonder if we're still going or not.. i look forward to it! hmm. well, i never go to TMSCO's for good reasons. no junior is going i think and i've got to mix with those new kids. i think i prefer a retreat to socializing. being anti-social by nature, i need to use millions of brain cells and full energy to socialize. after that? i won't see them again. when and if i do, we become strangers again. i hate this kind of feeling and situation. if i smile or say hi to them, they may not reply.

i also remembered during the first or second lesson, i complaint that it is so boring. i think i'm too loud and the teacher heard me, and asked me to present. lolx. it is just a simple product rule question but my legs shivered badly. first person in the class to present and presented in front of 60 odd people. -.- this reminded me how i used to present maths solution on white boards in jc. hm. i seldom do that i think. i think yc also. don't know why. maayybe the teacher's one round across the room always stops at yc (i sit at the corner) and go to the next row again. LOL. maybe she knows that we always don't know how to do so might as well skip us. haha. common names should be yaqi, aisyah, farah and fariz. hahaha. if none, then me. the lousy one. bo bian la. you go from the best to the worse. ^^ lastly, the best again. the teacher had to do it. LOL.




oh no~~~~ recession is coming.. die.... it'll last for 2 years. =(
big and established banks are closing down. i'm taking BnF. =(