Date : Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Time : 11:35 PM

i think i've been too bored this few days.

i'm glad that there is a straight bus to work. it is bus 539. i took it to work yesterday morning out of curiousity, adventurous, bo-liao-ness. the trip costs me $3.60. =.= as compared to cab, it is obviously much more cheaper but it is around twice of the normal fare i paid. the reasons why people still take it is because it is convenient and comfortable. the travelling time is roughly the same.

i calculated the amount of time i'm exposed to air-conditioner. guess what? on average, i'm exposed to it for more than 22 hours each day. everyday when i go to work, i take the bus which has air-con, then the MRT. after i reach raffles place, the whole underground pass to my workplace is air-conditioned. then, i'll start in my freezing workplace until 530. ok, there's a lunch break in-between but some times, i tell my friends cold joke so it's kinda 'cold' also. lolx. after work, it is the same underground pass again then take MRT to school. the classroom is another freezer. to reach home, i got to take MRT and bus again. during the night when i'm sleeping, i on air-con. -.- i'll soon become a small walking iceberg. lolx. i still feels that my face muscles are shivering now. but my mum says my face is warm. hmmm.. hence, i decide that i shall not on air-con tonight. =) i need to unfreeze myself.

andy suggested that i should go sun tanning. actually i've thought so too. i think i shall bring all my notes and my hanging bed to the beach. research shows that each person needs to receive 20 mins of sunshine each day. i fail terribly.. this afternoon's weather is perfect. it was not too warm and not raining. i wanted to stroll to amoy market to eat lunch but one of my lunch kaki was held up. in the end, we ate at lau pa sha. -.-

some guys are becoming... haiz. shall not be so direct. lolx.
i carried a pile of books which weighed about 5 or 6kg on monday for about 3km walk. i don't understand why are you not willing to come and help me out. i'm disappointed. firstly, one of the books is yours. secondly, by right, left, up and down, guys are supposed to help. thirdly, there's no thanks and sorry. fourthly, i initially planned that it is fine that you don't help, maybe we can meet at the mrt station. the walk frm there to school is quite a distant. then, you sent a message saying you going to eat dinner with your colleague. i'm quite pissed off. actually, i'm not so pissed off now if i never type the above paragraph. lol.

well, i really never receive your message this evening. and because i didn't know where the classroom is, i actually walked one round and skipped the route where you were waiting for me. this is destined. lolx. i was considering if i should tell you this. in the end, i didn't tell you. you must have thought that i a petty girl. however, i've already half-forgotten it. i'm never angry about anything for more than 1 week? other than a special incident. i waited for your initiative. but, you disappoint me again.

i guess to avoid the awkwardness, you took bus 5 home. that will take freaking long to reach home. maybe i should maintain this type of distance. i can concentrate much more better in tonight's POA. in addition, i realized something recently. the things that i do and the places i go, you don't and it works vice versa. the only boring common thing we do is we go to school. =.=

i don't really think any one should be blamed for not being a good host. it is a type of skill but not one of the common senses so you don't blame KC le. anyway, he says that you're fierce. LOL.

i also feel that to be sensible is one of the common senses everyone should have. that's not a compliment to me at all.

i must have owe someone in my previous life. i have to worry for this person day and night now. before i sleep, i worry. after i wake up, even before i gain full consiousness, i start to worry again. it can't be helped. everytime i tell myself to shift my attention and energy away from that person, it only lasts for 5 minutes. haix. in our next life, we won't owe each other anymore because the debts are resolved peacefully this life. haha..

eeyore should be in s'pore now. i have a impossible wish. i hope that ubs can send me to hk to help them upload their files next year after my exam for about 3 months since i heard they still have 1000 odds files to handle. that will mean 3 months of total freedom and independence and experience of hk work & living culture. i think eeyore will then condemn hk because she doesn't understand why people want to go there to live. hahaha.

zi ming seriously don't know the art of getting cheap purchases sia. that particular message that he sent me had irritated me so much that i feel like quarrelling with him. haha. i know, i'm mad. it is really fine if he asked me go play once in a while but not messaging me every thursday, asking where i'm going. i think this thursday won't be an exception. =\ one thing that i'm quite unhappy with him is that he mocked at me for classifying a hair cut for me by my mum as the top priority. the place that i now wish i can always be at is my home. the thing i now wish i can do everyday is to have dinner at home. i rather do all this things than to go out with you!




i'm tired already. i shall continue tomorrow.