oh man. i feel quite tired again. i don't know why am i still cannot adapt to my sleeping hours and the total working & studying hours. stupid sia.

i want to type chinese~~~ unfortunately, i'm not able to with this desktop. but, at least better than nothing. = ]

claire is the guru for horoscope sia. it is so interesting to converse with her. in addition, she's also a gemini. we're so similar! like me and elaine. =) claire likes the characteristics of gemini while i don't. she says she's going to calculate and give birth during the gemini period. LOL. i don't understand why she likes gemini sia. it has got split characters within one person. do you know how tedious it is to control 'both of them'? if i never remember wrongly, we agreed that 'both of them' are usually at the extreme. elaine's talkative and quiet. mine's optimistic and pessimistic. it makes us look like we are always having mood swing. WTH. -.-

ok, i must admit that gemini females are mentally strong. it means that we are independent. but, do you know that to be independent constantly is very energy draining? it can be hurtful as well. there is this famous question "if both of us fall into the water, who will you save first?" i always thought, the answer is only save one and sacrifice another until claire gave me another perspective of the question. the following conversation will also tell you why independent can be hurtful.

guy: if both of you fell into the water, i'll save you (claire) first and jump down again to die with her.
claire: (totally heartbroken) why?
guy: you're (mentally) strong enough, but she won't be able to live without me. she has been so dependent on me...





i think claire will be my soul mate soon. anything and everything i tell her, she'll always understand! =) she gave me an essential advice - you can not love being a gemini but you must learn to love yourself.










i wanted to say no.