woot. i didn't know that my blog is aaround for about 3 years. ##surprised!##

i'm suffering and enjoying my 2-day mc now. ytd was quite bad with headache but i still went for a short shopping spree in the evening. just have to buy some things. for instance, my phone told me secretly that it doesn't like the feeling of being naked when i was calling other people so i had to buy a phone pouch for it. =) lolx.

i went to another doctor just now. this is because yesterday my family doctor suggested that i should go to the polyclinic doctor to have a referral letter to the hospital to treat my knee caps. he said that my knee cap is swelling. the polyclinic doc did a more detailed check up. she says something about the joint and i'm too young to suffer from it. -.- i will need to cut down on wearing heels too. HA. right. just bought one pair yesterday.. i may receive some therapy after being diagnosed in the hospital...... i don't really know how on earth can i spare some time for that sia. very the sians.

aiya, see how.

i'm feeling stressed up now. shit man.

claire is nice. she invited me to china next year and japan the year after next year. i believe strongly that she's the correct person to go with. but i can't. money is one problem. my age gives me more problem.

it is the same as...
me: clubbing once every week is too much for me!
fahd: you call that a lot?
me: i'm only 19 and still have curfew.
fahd: oh okok, that is really too much for you.

LOL. i'm still young.



basically, i have already forget my age and what is the thing people of my age should do. not that i do not know what they are doing now. i just, forget. i forget until 'i don't know'. haha. sounds chim right. i have been trying very hard to take up more responsibility as possible also. should i do that? i guess so. if some one aged 19 like me feels that life is too short, isn't it shorter for my parents? what's all the fuss with electrical bill? if i can, i rather pay it every month and ask him shut up. of course, by the time, they shouldn't waste it at the expense of the environment. for household chore wise, i always wanna brush up my ironing skills la. but at the look of how many clothes i have to iron each week, i already very sian. haha. laziness sets in. =(


SIGH~



if i were to answer the 70 questions quiz, i will most probably answer one of them only. it asks will you choose over 1 million or to undo something you regret. i'll choose to undo my regret. i believe in future there will be something which i will want to undo.





anyway, several days ago i dreamt of jerene. she bought 300 moon cakes in the dream and she asked me in her usual tone if i want cause' she has a lot of them. haha!! i just now message her about that and she told me she did eat a lot of moon cakes recently. fei2 liao wor~ hahaha.. she's pretty free now cause gp seldom has consultation. i feel happy for her. haha. actually the dream came about because i think my mum had been asking me where i can get vegetarian moon cake. the first person i know of who can tell me where will be jerene. she should be known as fatty jerene now. ahhaha..




i'm glad and relieve that she's not down anymore. =)






wth is wrong with ksh. omg. i don't know how sia. elaine do something to her leh!!!!




i don't know how but i spent about 1 hour messaging non-stop while waiting for my turn in the polyclinic. i think this is how i've sent 1116 sms last month. -.- but starhub didn't charged me for the extra 116 of them. no one in the right mind will call and ask why. LOL. buy 4D - 1116.