yesterday was... 'happening'. some unhappy things happen.
he remained as though nothing happen.
i was burning, flaming, angry and upset.
there are some things i really want to do but all are beyond my ability.
face the reality, it is more than the thoughts which are always deemed as enough.
be practical.
i need some more time. at least 2 and half a year.
it's gonna be different.
much more better than the useless whom simply has no rights.




fahd had dislocated his limp. =(
another one who has two arms and a limp left.
i hope he'll recover soon.



i'm feeling too lousy now!
i was thinking of... club, one fulleton, esplanade, east coast, or air base.
i dont mind west coast but it is super inconvenient.
i have many hiding places.
on the journey to MIA. lolx.
among 300 contacts in my phone, there's no one.
one in dubai.
one probes everytime repeatedly if i have a bf.
one hasn't reply me.
one gives me nonsense.
one i'm not comfortable with.
one gets emotional easily.
one MIA-ed long time ago.
one is too happening already. haha...
one not so sure if he's free. but.. nvm. he needs rest.
several too young.
several having examination.
many don't like.
many ain't allowed.
many studying.

poor yi chen. you have no one. =PpPpP haha.
whatever~