for once, i can see.
i can see how much i overestimated. haix.
i was looking forward to his reply the whole day.
i can understand that he may not be willing, but why that tone and that reason?
for that, i dont understand.
what should i do?
should i let her decide herself?

we know that love makes people blind.
now, i know love also makes people countdown to mondays. haha.
to her: just keep it this way. i know you can't stop also when you're already counting down to monday. haha. they're all saying about the end, but i think you should live your life to the fullest as well now. while devoting 4 years to uni, 4 years is still precious for you to spend wisely.


i know my life is mundane. but what you have said still shocked me every when i recalled your words. haha.


yea, i looked forward to the coming sunday. missed ben-ji alot. but i also expect that the rate of being ps is high as well. ha. sad to speak, i'm already used to it. haix. =[ i think i'll just KIV it first. no expectation = no disappointment



dont go zouk. you're sicked of it already while i prefer to coop in my room. i actually didn't study alot this weekend. i merely packed my room and sit at my desk day dreaming. ha.. although, i'm surrounded by concrete, i thought there was a beautiful patch of green land in front of me. cool eh? there was peace in me. haha.. ^^,V
i rather listen and envy how you and my classmate, fahd told me that you all have had so much fun. he reached home at six this morning. you should be the same or even later. haha. si ma si ma.

to lie and stay in my whole the whole day makes me weak. haha. but i think i'll have insomia later again. i conserved too much energy.




lalalala~ i don't understand what is bothering me. maths isn't even appealing to me at all and i feel that i planned to fail the upcoming maths test. anyway, the teacher is not going to mark also.. zzzz. i still don't know.


ya, i'm happy that there is palsa malam downstair. =)