actually, i dont feel like blogging at this moment... neither do i feel like working now. lolx.

just feeling sianx now. i think i should eat a chocolate bar. =) Royce's Nutty Bar Chocolate is nice.

i spent sunday, monday day and night and yesterday's two working hours doing presents and cards. i'm so tired of it now. the best thing is i still have more to go. -.- the next best thing is, i don't know what to write in the cards and by now, i'll be too late to send them already...

i woke up this few mornings, thinking why am i still not dead. lolx.


i think it is good for me to feel a bit emo now. i'll get high at night... at home. lolx. home = heaven. since we are celebrating christmas on christmas day, then i can take a break on christmas eve.



i wanted to use 'dangerous' in the front but i deleted it from my psp.. now, i realise i use the wrong song in the video i just editted. haix. shit. whatever la. self console. lol.. can you imagine that i have used david cook's "always be my baby"? hahaha.

i didn't have any ideas on how i can go about doing presents and cards and videos. i had been taking out all my resources i can find in my 'doraemon cupboard' and fix them together. somehow, luckily, they look ok. haha. now my resources have depleted again.


i'm deleted from the group email of my department cause' my colleague thinks that i've been receiving useless email which is true. now i barely receive any emails. want to delete those useless email also cannot.


coca told me she scored badly for exam. hmm. cheer up girl~~ actually there is more than feeling sad for her i think. she gotta answer to her parents for her result.. i know it is not so correct but i suggest her telling them only after we have our christmas dinner. haha. i wonder if she felt inferior to her clever yy. although there is no competition among friends and between the both of them but sometimes, it is easy to feel inferior unknowingly. this is true for me at least. feeling inferior to people whom you are close to is a bad thing to happen. it spoils relationships.



pei shan's name suddenly floats to my mind. i think i should send her a christmas sms. she told me to send her messages often to show that i'm still alive. haha. on the other hand, i once disturbed yx online and as usual, the word 'watsup' popped out. i replied that it was used to show that i'm not dead. she said it will be scary if i disturbed her online to tell her i'm dead. lolx.

speaking of yx, we went out together to bugis on monday for dinner. she sounds so weird and thinks weirdly. she has changed~ but after more and more chats, i managed to revive the old yx i used to know and her 'correct accent'. hahaha. she needs long warm up time to reduce her self-protection. both of us tend to offend people with what we say. haha. anyway, we took with all the christmas tree we saw when we walked from bugis to orchard except for the one at bugis and ps. she said that it is ok to missed the ps' christmas tree cause' she took with it before and it didn't turn out nice due to the poor lighting. lol. =.=



i still don't feel like working. =(





i read the horoscope column in my paper this morning. it says geminis are people who love to give out name cards among all 12 horoscopes. their sociable character always put them in the limelight and they are able to talk to anyone easily. not very sure if jane's character is like this, elaine's definitely not like that. both of them are geminis leh. ok la, i'm like that when i'm not tired and not at club. i think i should work as PR right. haha.


anyway, giving name cards means self introduction and to stay in contact and build network. however, i seriously want to question my private friendship network. cindy was admitted into the hospital for brain infection, yet nobody knew. WTH. she told me that there were 4 people who knew it. it is either she told that 4 people to not spread it or i don't know those 4 people. hais.. i still feel quite worried for her.




well well well... it didn't snow but singapore received the smaller scale of snow. it rained this morning! hahaha. Merry Christmas people~~!!! =) Cheers~!