it is about 4 hours after the previous post and my mood hasn't got better.



it is esp so when i talked to this person, D.

D: ash u ah, how you feel when you get ur results?
Me: not so good lor. why?
D: cause she (the girl he likes) say she didn't do well for A's, so i wanna know how it feels like.
Me: wth. thanks ah.
D: no la, i know i a bit bad. but i really want to know how it feels like.
Me: a bit? just recall the time that you did badly la.
D: i dont really feel sad when i did very badly. and those are minors.
Me: just imagine yourself kana db and cannot go local uni lor.
D: then how you want ppl to comfort you?
Me: be alone or need companionship without comments.
D: icic, so its still need of companionship. hm. hope i can be a good companion.
Me: you ah. difficult. you're too quiet and always sian.
D: ya hor. i always very sian. how how, how not to be sian!
Me: unfortunately, it seems like it is born within you. i don't know how. you good luck ah.
D: ya, sadly. i very easily become sad. i actually also dont want to be like that one, have to change.


at this point of time which is also now, i seriously don't wish to reply to him anymore... -.-

really want to THANK him sia. i no need him to remind me of my result. and "be alone or need companionship without comments" is referring now.

but i'm glad, i told him what i always want to - he is a bad companion. he is one that i'll siam far far one. when i in happy mood and talk to him, i'll become in bad mood. when i'm in bad mood (like now), he makes it worse.

ppl, good for you if you don't talk to him.



he should be glad that i never 'throw him out of the window' because he is not physically in front of me. i confirm he dies after falling from 46 floors. he should also feel that i'm kind enough to continue that conversation. i 'shut' elaine up last night.