woohoo. i just collected my phone. that person says the wire has got some problem and it was changed but the info in the phone wasn't erased. =) it means i don't need to re-save 300 numbers.

i kinda have already decided for that proposal but i don't know why i still went to tpy. ha. and 'my' lion paint was blocked by the chinese zodiac posters. -.-

i bet i have gained that 4 kg that i lost. i ate steamboat on thurs, zichar (again) on fri, mini buffet ytd and sushi buffet today. =( hahaha. yc, dont be upset. it is a good thing larh. at least you know you regained your healthy appetite. hehe.

hm. i think i forgot to post what gf has got me as christmas present. she gave a swatch watch and a U.R.S. PINK bag. i can't find that watch's picture on swatch's website and i'm LAZY to post photos. the face of the watch is metallic blue and the strap has shades of blue. she says i can wear it when i have depression. lolx. i shall wear it everytime i see her. LOL. oops. =x as for the pink bag, she says she wants it to remind me of her. even for the watch, she would have bought pink one if they have one. pink used to remind me of her. now i think it is black. anyway, whatever colour the presents are, it doesn't matter. she's always on my mind! ha..

yay. i'm going start learning driving tml.. i wished that i can get my license before that particular day. ^^ stupid chay him still looked down on me saying i will get my license before that particular day but on year 2010 and kenneth asked me don't spoil instructor's car. =.= win liao lor. i think driving can't be that difficult la... hehe. we'll see. =pPpP

hmm. on the way back, i was thinking about the topic - motivation we were talking about on thurs night. ls says her motivation to study is to win her sis. yesh, her sis is smart. one good motivation i think but it may just get her more stress if she never control it well. for me, i don't think my bro is in any way better than me. so, ya it doesn't work. LOL. the motivations of both yw and yc are set by their parents. poor yw kinda get cheated for several times. she scored 10 points for O level which is better than me and within our clique only yn is on par with her, her mum said she never score well enough. hm. maybe 10 is nothing for express stream. but she's from NA stream. not looking down people from NA. instead, i think her score makes her more outstanding. =) am so proud of her. well, yc's parents don't break their promise. good for her! heehee.

yn and i don't have motivation to study. maybe i had when i'm young. it was something like, $10 for 1 A. ya. i know. it is miserable. haha. hence, it was a poor motivation. well well well, i found two superb motivations now! ck's determination to quit smoking shall be my first motivation. since he can and will quit, so will i not do things that i'm not supposed to do. his task is much more difficult than mine. also, whenever i'm staying outside late, i'll always see him so his presence will remind me to go home. lol. i think next time val val will not let him appear in front of me again. lolx.

i know many people still don't understand me well enough. i shall introduce me more. whenever i'm stress or not so happy about anything, i'll purposely pick up a fight with my bro. haha. i like to disturb him anyhow anytime. so when i'm lazy to do that or no reason to do that, i'll daydream to delude myself. hence, my second motivation is that i'll receive a car / 3-room flat / freedom when i do well for my exams. i don't know how this is going to work. hm. not in short run, but it is possible in long run. freedom is most likely to happen in short run though. i know it starts when my exam ends. LOL. anyway, i'm beginning to buy my own white lie that i'll receive a car when i score well for my exam.

my ultimate goal is to get the below! haha. gf says red mini cooper is the most classic. i agree. so far other colours are not so nice. next time, mine will be similar to the below with the racing stripes and no.23 printed on it. hehe.. i edited this picture anyway. haha. if i save 1k per month, i'll need about 9 years to buy my mini cooper.. by then, i will not need to tell the person beside me whenever we saw a mini cooper that 'the mini cooper is my car'. =)