yup. i'm super shagged after work. the computer system had some problem and thanks to the clue that the technician gave me, i managed to solve it after re-typing umpteen times of user id and password. this wasn't the thing that made me tired. i moved some goods, around 20 boxes of them i think.

i know i'm tired. i entered wrong email 2 times before i got into my blogger account.


fatty says he's gonna get the dj software name for me. i looooook so forward to it. suddenly, i am very interested in it. maybe because i played too much DJ max. haha. anyway, i heard the program is sophisticated. hopefully, it is user friendly too. hehe. ok, don't expect too much english songs remixes from me cause' i'm more into doing chinese ones. i've heard so many many good english songs remixes. i want to do something like mixing english and chinese songs. kind of a break through of all remixes i've heard and... wondering how possible can chinese songs make people party! =D







i can't believed i walked into so many shops including LV, Chanel and Burberry within an hour. cool eh.


although i didn't make much comments to all the things you had said and i was trying to fix your bracelet and i was thinking about someone and i was physically tired as well, i did listen to all the things you have said. i was taken aback too by the number of things you told me. you said about boutiques at haji lane, sheesha, that 'weird' girl, your 'insomnia' song etc. haha. there were so many. fyi, despite all distractions, i even tried to memorise all so that i can refer back to them if necessary. haha. i think it was accumulated over a week or so. we can keep it this way. more stories from you. anyway, i shall not say much on that weird girl. if i did, it'll indirectly show how i judge wc which is not good. haha.




dumbfounded at that comment 'you can spend it on yourself'. true. just that spending on myself makes me kinda less happy. i hate money more than i love it. haha. read it properly. i like money but i hates it more. does this make sense to you? haha.. anyway, just to give an example. lets say if i buy a bag that cg really likes. she walks around with it feeling happy smiling, proud and confident. i get influenced too. that means this amount of money makes two people feeling good. on the other hand, i bought this bag that has an average design but costs slightly more expensive. my friends MAY (i emphasize) envy or jealous that i can shop whenever i want because i'm working. the amount of 'happiness' is obviously reduced even if i were so in love with that bag. then again, people will say why bother about what the other people say? ha. i shall not prove and rebut myself at the same time. another type of different story will me buying something i really really really like so that 'i can spend it on myself'. this is possible but rarely occurs. haha.









the last thing i wanna blog about is.... should i or should i not type it out? hmmmmm...... tsk. ok. i shall. if it were to offend anyone, then, too bad larh. this is actually dedicated to someone anyway. i didn't believe about it initially when someone said she can help to buy cigarettes for her before she turns 18 and when i saw a cigarette box captured in one of the photo she posted. i mean, she can try to be funny like i always do? accidentally, however, i saw that she admitted.

i mean, tsk, nothing unusual about teenagers who start to smoke but it is really a big issue to me when that particular teenager is her. she's like my younger sister. so, now what? tell her to quit smoking like giving health education or what? or should i tell her to die now so that she will lose lesser? like if it happened, she'll most probably lose her parents, (5, for e.g.) good friends, her future and fun. if she died when she's 50 or what, she'll lose her parents, 5 good old friends and more friends, her career, her family and fun. bear in mind, when we said future, it is really future, something we won't know but career is something she already has achieved. ya, so i should tell her this kind of costs and benefits analysis?

already, i've given up on one. i'm not going to be like ms' mum who rest, recharged and regained energy to start all the nagging sessions all over again. no, i'll not do those things to her anymore. in a sense, i'm totally and extremely disappointed at her. if i were to make another exception will mean that i'm trying to harm. because, in fact, to people whom i held closely to me should not be my exceptions. my exceptions for people who like to smoke should be those that i dislike. they can go die all they want.

hence, how should i go about it?