so cool! i met my online friend jasper at slc ytd.. initially he gave me the look like he wants to know me. is like very weird. but when he left, he asked me if i'm chervin. hmm. how come he know my english name.. got tell him before meh.. hahaha. forget liao. anyway, maybe i'll see alan too. but unlikely la. someone is going to ORD liao.. i bet he is at cloud nine already. haha. he's the oldest online friend i've ever got.. knew him before he serve ns.

i'm gonna di siao kenneth, hengky and cm this friday. haha. gonna sms them to ask them go emart find me. then i'll tell them the next day is valentine's day. lolx. i bet i'll laugh laugh laugh.. aiya. i'm not so mean de ok.. i'll give them each a chocolate bar too.


haix. was pretty upset, vex and sian since several days ago i think. or even ever i start working in emart. my parents have been telling or asking me emart stuffs all the time. i'll go crazy man seriously. already i know that there will be new recruits coming in march and trying to be prepared and not get so stressed up, they still want to talk about it everyday. thanks ah. but i no need more pressure. besides, i still have school work to cope. i feel very very... haix. don't know how to describe. my life doesn't revolve around emart!!!!!!




for the n-th time, i'm unhappy of someone being late again. late nvm. never even tell me she took cab until i asked her. FINE.



today, went out with jen, jeff and val for shopping. first time me, jen and val shop in the day. ha. oh wells. jeff joined later. whole shopping trip was so boring..... i mean, there is nothing for me to shop and looking at things make my eyes tired easily.





haix. cindy's birthday is on this friday.. i wanna give her a nice party but i realised i just can't do it. i can't! money supply was tied up by my 3 soft toys and cg's present. zzz. coca, don't tell her this k. haix. furthermore, i think we never celebrated her birthday before. TSK.





dt has been trying to figure out if i'm a lesbian. lolx.




so... i can't figure out this:
to not rely on someone = must drift away from that person?
to drift away from that person = that person is not important to me anymore?
to not rely on that person = that person is not important to me anymore?
i can't solve these equations. can someone please answer me? i'm going crazy over this too. haix.