yes. i'm slimmer than ever. haha. i'm going to be left with rib cage and skin. =D serious. i breathe in to get slightly fatter. hahaha...

that's cause'
i'm forced to exercise twice a week.
i can survive on a meal per day. haha. ok la, this one bullshit. not healthy.
the main reason will be i'm STRESSED. haha.
it is doing me good. waistline decrease from 32 inches to 29.5 inches.
well, the thing is my weight never really decrease. weird eh?


have got two very nice pacifiers. haha. not babies' pacifier. one got woken up by me this morning 3am. =( i just wanted to leave a msg. the other say will read me bedtime stories. hahaha. sweet pacifiers.


bryan was telling me he can mix with both 'good' and 'bad' friends. he can even pick up a stick when people offer. ha. i can't do this. someone told me that they are quitting smoking. i was thinking i need to pick up smoking to kill stress. haha. and i know i won't quit if i ever start to smoke because the stress level now is kinda too high for me. haha. no la, right now, i'll play psp to reduce unwanted feelings. haha. if you see me playing psp the whole day, that will be why. if not, i'm merely addicted to the game. haha..


the meaning of 'habit', found in dictionary.com:
1. A recurrent, often unconscious pattern of behavior that is acquired through frequent repetition.
2. An addiction, especially to a narcotic drug.

haha. smoking really is a HABIT.



you put out your do-list.
please tell me if anyone is gonna 'do it' for you for the lanyard. haha.