yea yea unhappy. i can ignore it just now. trying to control it now. whatever la. i also don't know what to say.


i have about 20 items' prices on my checklist. a lot i know. i have to do this 'research'. cannot be a noob in other country. act act a bit like pro should be fine.

i'm learning things the hard way, for instance, my driving lessons. emotionally wise, it is bad. but in terms of result, i think it is more effective.


everyday i see my parent, they remind me that i have a lot of work to do. then i step into my room, i know that i have a lot of studying to do. 'great!'