yesh. i spent about 40 mins editing this new blogskin. the previous one is too kiddish. i'm an Adult now. haha. can also say that i change my mind easily.


ok. i can't quit my job. i'm sad and vexed. hais. there are actually things that i never expect to happen. yesh. my bad. and i have to handle so many paperwork and mistakes etc. easy job with unnecessary complications. to hell they go. zzz. anyway, from ubs, i learnt that there are some things newcomer cannot say and all of us MUST know how to 'cover their backside' cause mistakes are kind of unavoidable and different departments have different objectives. there will always be conflicts and we have to protect ourselves. i know it sounds crude and cruel. but this is one of the teaching by the old bird.

so, i'm more and more not satisfied with my boss. hence, if someone tekan me, i'll refer them back to the boss in the name of me still the newcomer and the boss also kana tekan. =) lols. evil employee i am. lolsss...




there are some whom will not quit smoking no matter how their best friends ask them to. there are some who will try to quit smoking just because they think some girls are pretty and those girls don't like people who smoke. vs, don't anyhow spread your ridicule-virus to other people. lols. that will be very much appreciated.





lyc is so going to fail to accomplish the mission of becoming tai tai. she siam all the rich guys. lols. because some disgust her. FAIL FAIL FAIL!




i think i will not ask anybody to go club le. everytime i ask everyone also can't make it or don't feel like going. zzz. so the next time you know i there most probably is other people jio me de. i'm innocent. haha. i also don't know why i 'always' go there. firstly, i don't drink much. alcoholic drinks make me emo. secondly, i always go there when i'm in not so good mood. just want to escape to somewhere for a couple of hours. i only know i go for music and i need crowd to feel that i'm alive. a pathetic soul i am.


anyway, it is sad if you have to test out a guy friend at club.

ah.. people, please have a different perspective of clubbing as a normal activity such as doll-catching, fishing, sports etc just FOR ME. i don't need to drink. i only need music and crowd to stay calm and alive.







hm. i recently realise i've got a new hobby - observe people. i reached a conclusion from one of the observations i had. i will never send my boy to male school in the furture. what good can there be to have a group of guys who have high ego and too fun-loving?








there should be 48 hours a day.........