hm. i shall continue that process of me asking my childhood friend out for dinner. i asked serene too. she said she must ask her bf cause sometimes he won't like it. oh WOW, how NICE. to me, this is already 'jian4 guai4 bu4 guai4'. the first thing that came to my mind was if he doesn't like it then next time when you both get married, don't invite me. erh. 'cause she's the kind that doesn't really have any plan for future. so i ain't surprise that she'll get married early. probably, that guy's mother-in-law will ask them why never invite me. =pPp


talking about childhood.. i rmb sth. i know and i think everyone will think that 'only yi chen bully other people, nobody dare to bully her.' lols. that's sth not true. firstly, i sabotage but i don't bully. secondly, i don't dare to sabo anyone liao 'cause jo asked me a question before. she said: 'do you believe in karma?' it is a SIGN and a WARNING. lols. especially i'm going to celebrate my birthday next year in several small groups. no big party i guess. thirdly, nowadays... people are 'not really up for sabotage'. the last sabotage that i rmb was that time i made someone who wore heels to do push ups. LOL. it feels like that incident was ytd. i still have that clip with me. muahahaha. forthly, i just rmb i used to be 'bullied' by serene and her cousins. 'cause i used to tag along with her family for shopping etc. but they were.. childish. i don't play with them so sometimes they would mock at me or whatever la. it was more of emotional war-game instead of physical bully.


i finish watching 'lao po da ren 2'... love jessica hsuan alot! hais. i regret sia!!!! she had a fan gathering in s'pore that night when i had my j2 prom night. i couldn't make it. T.T that was when she finished filming parental guidance i think. zzzzzzzzz *grrrrrrrr* now she's having a birthday party on 26 aug. in HK~ I SO WANT TO GO HK. =(


anyway, i guess my favourite language is cantonese although it is just a dialect and i can barely speak it. haha. it sounds very elagant to me even when scolding.



this week school holiday. hoped that i can do some tutorials and my notes.. hais. thinking of how to improve my essays... really turn me off. need to find definition and examples and i need to cut down on the unnecessary areas. no idiot can write so long and fast with good handwritting de lor.




i finally know how i zek (sth like sprain) my wrist liao. 'cause everytime cycle to camp will have hump den i'll 'jump' the bike and when i land, the impact is always on the wrist. dumb shit. hais. need to see doc liaos. zz. waste money. but this time round is on the right hand so i cannot delay...




i now also realise why i had huge reaction for that two incidents. i dont like my abilities to be questioned. simple and small stuffs only.. if they don't believe is either them or me get out of that place or get down the car. haven do finish or adapt to it they are already making noises. fcuk off la. DL sia.




sians. i think i'll be emo-ing for the next few weeks liao. results will be out soon.. no news from the interviews.. hais. i really appreciate it if they tell me they don't want to hire me. at least i no need to wait. i'm so trying hard to get out of my present job. fortunately i'm seeing some light at the end of tunnel.




EMO! =(

looking forward to fri! elame + UP = joy!