zzz. i'm sickening sians and tired now. should have said that i had school ytd night. zzzzzzzz....






haven't gone to school for about 14 days. totally in holiday mood. tutorials not done!





hmm, this job i'm being trained now is about Republic Poly's procument. you know.. like help other department to purchase things that it has requested. mainly to curb corruption la. haha.

so far, new job is quite fine. i hope. lols. just being sleepy through out the whole day. the training they so called is to ask me read and read and then, test a bit on what i've read. how interesting. ha ha ha. i have to read every slides twice basically because i'm too tired. first time, is really just read only. then, i'm more able to memorise the second time i read.

upgraded my lappy to xp professional. maybe there is more function la but i also don't use it. what is worse is that it became so lag that i cannot shut it down. i just.... you know. took out the plug and tata! shut it. lols. the upgrading took 6 hours. nice. i think i'm gonna spend another three hours at least to reformat it. zzzz... it better work. don't tempt me on buying new laptop. lols.

during the 6 hours, the department went to the staff sharing thing. it was a lecture. lecture seats at RP is really very nice. cushioned ones. i fell asleep. zzz. lols. hopefully my boss never see it. hahahaha..

anyway, my colleagues ask me who introduced the job to me. i just crapped out a reason. this is because it is introduced to me by my cousin, whom i saw in the website before i report to the office is the director of the department. -.- better not say anything about it. 'dangerous'.







anyway, i rmb that i was 'scolded' last friday for not attending some gathering. everytime i think of it, everytime i fed up. lols. kns. why must my attendance be compulsory man. go there to help to create topics to talk about. cheese bun! i'm pissed off.





to him,
i've read.
please, don't bother to waste time and effort anymore.
i know that my decision has been the same in the past, now and in the future.
i know it is more sincere for you to tell me face-to-face.
however, it is also very difficult for me to tell you face-to-face.
i don't see the virtue of being determined here.
is 5 years not enough?
forget about it, man.
time to carry on with your life.







sians. my camera ish with my bro everyday and he's in hostel now. ytd want to take photo also cannot. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.






went to Play Club and a gay pub call 'tribute' i think, last saturday. two halls of guys who will not be interested in me. haha. play club's music is of the same tempo through out the night. they use trance the whole night and use vocals of some popular songs to overlap it to create new remix. that's what i can hear and feel it is. they can even fit in 'tattoo' and 'tears on my guitar'. it alternated between rnb and trance. not that great to me as i was tired and sensitive to trance. haha.


look forward to seeing bro and prodigy bro-in-law in aust if they ever get together. haha. girls and gays hate him for having so hot and clever guys! =p lols.