ok. nvm about any thoughts that i had. i was reading zaylene's blog. we HAD an appointment last year june but it was not fulfilled. HELLO!? that is seriously 9 months ago and don't know how long since i last saw her. and i just simply didn't make time for her. hm. i missed her 21st birthday this year. not that i wanted to. just that, i can't get myself up to send her a msg / or tag her fb wall. hm. wait a min, did i? anyway, there was no present from me.

i just saw her blog. she've gotten 500D. that's a good one if i'm not wrong. yea, giving her a macro len is impossible. i was thinking.. maybe a book on food photography and a shooting trip.. i don't know what else..

she had an article about photographing on the "To-Do". yea, it had been on my to-do list since you know very super long ago. but i never be able to do it. filtering off the photo is like.. PLUS the editing part.. and i've accumlated harddisks amount of photographs. simply turn off.

seems like she's not really having fun in school. i hope maybe, seriously, after my exam. we should have some fun! we used to be very close. miss her lots!

ok. i changed my mind. shooting trip can postpone. but present cannot! it is just nice 2 months belated! hm. alright. i'll keep a lookout for it.




i just put down my hp. this not-close-guy-friend called me jus because i ask him about his depressing nick. sounds like he's going to cry. he asked me why i want to know. i put it as " i'm curious." i know, never say because i care when i don't want to care, especially when it is a guy. they will think that you carry a torch for them or end up they will start to secretly admire you and for godsake, i'm attached. i'm not creating another keith out of bo-liaoness or whatever. stupid act.




my val val's eye is infected again. so poor thing. =( i think her mum is right. i dote on her too much! anything, everything i always try to give the best to her. anyway, for her birthday this yr, i'll be having a tough week with many long lessons. not sure what i can give her tis year. sianss. boo.. i think i will suffer extreme high blood pressure due to high cash outflows. lols. too many buddies yet too tight my budget. seriously, i feel bad for not giving my zeh zeh's nice presents last yr for their 21st. i doubt this yr also. =( i promise i will compensate. really!